Art is good, Calm, depression turns things upside down, Eclectic shops are fun, Encourage creativity, happy Goth, I can actually say I feel sorta happy, steadily getting a hold of things, the reigns have been loose for a while., update
Nothing exciting, but I just wanted to share with you guys a little update on something good that’s actually happened to me this new year! 🙂
As you know, job hunting in Florida, specifically Miami as we all know it, is hell.
“Hi! Welcome to ~insert name of establishment~!” “Hi I was wondering if you guys are hiring?” *proceeds to hand over application/business card with location number/website to apply online or says bring back a resume*
~let the waiting game begin~
We’ve all been there and done that. However, the wait can be longer than just a few months- sometimes up to a year or two here in Miami. >,.,> So you could only imagine the panic attack I was having during the early days of this month into the new year, being jobless.
However, I struck gold with this new place just after my three trial period of training and nailed it!
I’m ecstatic about the place, especially having landed the job! Although, that’s not my reason for being just a little happier.
In all honesty, how many of you can say, without lying to yourselves; that you feel calm, or a little less, on edge at your job? VERY FEW OF YOU! And I have known this feeling on a constant, daily, basis everyday of my life, but having that amplified at a work-place only intensified the anxiety and depression and well.. the rest is history.
I’ve steadily improved from deep depression of a span, well over due. Haha..Not out of the woods though.
But I’m content to say that I can actually feel a little calmer and less agitated and frightened at this new place, I like to call my job. ^,.,^
What’s also great, is knowing that I can also bring my work to work and focus on two things at once in a place that does ENCOURAGE art and creativity!
Oh yes! I do have some good news in this, besides the update.
I will open my shop in a few months- once I’ve gathered all my things together and calmed down a little more.
There’s a lot of closet items and hand made items that I have in store, just bursting at the seams of my imagination and fingertips.
It saddens me that I wasn’t capable of doing so earlier on, but I’m steadily getting a hold of things and steering them into the direction in which it should be headed towards. The reigns were loose for a long while. hehe